A new start

The chew spit incident was pretty nasty. We were on our way out of Macy's and I grabbed the stroller to push out while Jon carried Aiden ahead of me. I grabbed his cup from lunch (which I believed contained COCA COLA) and drink a couple big swigs until I heard the sound you hear when there's nothing but ice. I immediately (well, after swallowing, haha) realized it was not coke. I thought I was going to barf right there in Macy's. I tore off through the outside doors and started gagging over the trash can. I was spitting out anything I could but most of it had already gone down. Jon says it wasn't spit, that he just spit his dip into the cup. Thank God it was a pouch and not the snuff. So I drank up some dip juice and would you believe that a few minutes later I had a buzz? LOL Seriously! I felt like I'd taken a shot of something. I started feeling sick. By this point I'm walking into the grocery store and totally feel like I'd been drinking. Damn that stuff is potent. He's trying to quit, and I can't wait until the day that happens. He apologized like crazy which was nice but it didn't get that shit out of me. Ick.

Ok, onto better topics...

We started a new challenge today. We took photos this morning and will have them posted all over the house for motivation, esp the fridge and bathroom mirror so I'll see it all morning while I'm getting ready. I should have a big one right next to my alarm clock for times I want to sleep in instead of hitting the gym, lol. I created a couple spreadsheets in Excel to track our meals and our workouts. I'll have a checklist to go through daily to be sure I'm taking my multivitamin and other supps, along with drinking my water, eating clean all day, and doing my workouts. I've been looking through progress pics on tracker and they've really been motivating. I looked through my old photos from last Aug/Sept and THAT'S a kick in the pants. I was SO much leaner then, but it's good to know I can get there again, it's just going to take a lot of work. I'm confident. I'm prepared. I'm focused. I'm not posting my before pic. HAHAHA Mainly b/c I could not for the life of me find my bikini's, so I'm in my underwear. I know, basically the same, but I'm just not going to post pics of me in my underwear on the internet. Maybe if I was looking like a hot piece of ass, but not now. ha