I don't even know how to feel right now. I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm lonely, I'm frustrated, and I'm just all-out pissed. Jon called today & this morning they were told to stop getting ready for the redeployment, they're not coming home for yet another month. So....sometime mid-late September. That's past the one year mark. All of the men who thought they were coming home to their families- their wives, their kids, their parents, etc etc...were told it just wasn't going to happen for another month. My take on this is that a serious mission has come up and they can't leave. Just yesterday I had officially booked our renewal ceremony at our resort & was beginning to plan the details. Today, my mother, Aiden, & I were shopping for my dress to wear in the ceremony, the closest thing to a wedding dress I've owned. I feel like I was hit with a ton of bricks. I was so close to stopping for ice cream & oreos. Thank God I didn't b/c we all know it wouldn't make me feel any better. I've really been working hard, believing that I'll be seeing my husband in a matter of weeks. Looks like that thought is now shot to hell.